kids and aging

I'm sitting here thinking of how life has moved on and there are times I feel as if I am standing still watching it fly by. I can't be the age I remember my Mom being....when I thought she was getting older...sigh...I remember her going to her 30th class reunion and now mine is coming up. Not sure what I think about all of this. (No I am NOT depressed, just thoughtful!)
I keep thinking I need to write in a journal, but I haven't done that since someone read it and I tore the pages out of it, that was a long time ago...I believe it is time for a new one! Maybe that will motivate me?
I want to have a better and closer relationship with my sisters and brothers. I miss them. I truly wish we lived closer to each other so we could have family get togethers! Yeah, I know people are rolling their eyes over that one!
Maybe someday they will think the same...!!!